Unrational and raw

It's just one of those days where nothing seems to work out. Where everything seems to go against your favour and all you can really do is sit back and count down the minutes until midnight strikes. The fact my skin is raw and stained with blisters does not help the fact, nor does the realisation that I will forever be second best to the person I hold highest priority. I suppose if you truly do love someone you have to accept them for who they are, regardless if their flaws leave you waiting by the phone for hours. It would be so nice if something made sense for a change.