My Tuesday Night

Tonight is beginning to make me scare even myself, as I find myself compelled to genuinely be jealous about all the girls whose eyes are able to be laid upon the boy who I am interested in tonight, whilst he is out at the usual bar.. Jealousy is a new thing for me, and I am not sure how to deal with it. So in my attempt to slow down my mind from going a million miles an hour, I watched another episode of America's Next Top Model and painted my nails a custom baby pink. I have this eerie feeling that everything is going too well for things to remain this way I mean the health in question of those around has improved, I am closer than ever to those who mean the most to me and I have stumbled across perfection. Never wake me up please..